I am awful. The Lord has blessed me so thoroughly, and yet I am never satisfied. He has blessed J and me with a wonderful baby boy in Kazakhstan, but that isn't enough for me, oh no. I want to have him HERE and NOW! The waiting to go and meet him is awful. I am trying to remain positive and remember that we now have a child, it is just a little bit longer until we can go meet him and bring him home. I should be grateful for so many things, and yet all I seem to be able to do is grumble.
I need to get my attitude right...and quick. I can't serve Him effectively with this attitude.